Dear Me,
Hi….
how are you doing these days? I am very sorry for not writing to you
for such a long time. I hope everything is going fine. I don’t even
remember when was the last time I wrote to you. But you know what, even
you have not contacted me in all these years…
Anyways…
I have always been thinking about you… Hey, do you remember the time
when you were learning to ride a bicycle and you bumped into a person.
You must have seen your face at that time. You were so scared as if you
killed someone…hehe… And then you went all the way back to your home
walking and weeping just to discover that the person was your dad’s
friend and he was playing around with you. Actually he had already
called your dad and told about it. And what about the the Diwalis? You
sincerely used to take part in the prayers…. But actually praying Him to
finish the ceremonies quickly so that you could begin your stupid
‘crackers bursting’…. I used to tell you a million times that its just
not good for your health, but you just did not want to listen to me… And
then.. you remember the result pretty well…
Well,
these are just a few of the memories which I will always cherish… My
brain is just full of such memories..I will always remember the good
old times passed with you….. But now a days you don’t seem to be the
same guy as you earlier used to be. Ofcourse a lot of things change with
time, as they always say…. “Change is the only constant thing…”
All
these years I have seen you grow, I have seen you learn, have seen you
experience, commit mistakes, then learn from mistakes, understand the
things taught by this world, understand the things not taught by this
world and what not… I am glad to meet this you with a larger domain of
everything, say thinking, interests, working, friends and yes almost
everything…. I do like this new you but I don’t know why I still miss
you … You know, the old you…. The kind of person you earlier used to be,
the way you used to think about various issues, the perspective you
used to possess earlier, the way you used to talk, the way you used to
hang around and various similar things… I am not saying at all that I
don’t like this you but its just that sometimes I feel as if you are a
stranger to me…
And
this is just not possible as you and me are identical, we are same….
So, how is it possible that you seem to be a stranger to me ? ….
I
am not sure if I am making any sense to you but I am very sure that if
not today, one day you will surely understand what I am saying….
Anyways,
sorry to end the letter this way, leaving some unanswered questions for
you…. But still…. Stay in touch…. You know we really need to
communicate more… Oh by the way, happy holi .... :-)
Take care…..
Always with you,
Me.
From The Blog: World Of Random Thoughts
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